I went to Warped a few days ago, August 2nd to be exact. The forecast was 'party sunny with a high of 91'. What I got was 'partlyCleveland hates you, now run as I open up the sky and let rain, thunder, lightning and wind fall down upon you'.

Yeah. So I got to see half sets of The Rocket Summer, Cute is what we aim for, Boys Like Girls and The Starting Line. Because ofcourses the time slots and the stages the bands played on had to be on opposite sides of Tower City. After the skies opened up- everything was postponed while the 1.5 hour rage of Mother Nature went on and then after the storm passed, all the eqipment was had to be uncovered/brought back out- So I left. Drenched, tired and completely jipped out of $40. Warped Tour '05 was so much better.

Just when I thought summer would never end- it sped up and now it's almost half over. My cruise to the Bahamas, the USVI and Puerto Rico is in 11 days- I've been looking foward to it for months now! And then after I come home, I only have three weeks until classes start up again! Damn.

Classes have been over for a month now and it still doesn't feel like summer. I need a vacation. Two months until the cruise, 3 months until I move back into the dorms. I'm not sure which one I'm more ready for.

I get to see My Chemical Romance as The Black Parade a second time on 05.01.07. I'm super excited =].

Finally, North Eastern Ohio is seeing temperatures in the upper 60s! It's about goddamned time! That plus the fact that last week was Spring Break, means that things are starting to look up. 7 weeks of school left, and summer is just around the corner, I'm ready to start over.

I'm sick. I've been sick for two weeks. My throat is raw, my ears ache, my head is throbing and my nose won't stop running.

I'm sick of being sick. But most of all, I'm sick of the drama. I'm fed up. I just want this all to end. How did everything go so wrong? I confess I messed up, dropping 'I'm sorry' like you're still around... We all made mistakes, let's learn from this one and move on. Or was it really that unforgiveable.

Maybe if you had put a little more faith into him. Into me. The three of us wouldn't be in the mess. Maybe if you had taken my advice the first 3 times I gave it to you. The three of us wouldn't be in this mess. Maybe if you had shared your feelings with him and I. The three of us wouldn't be in this mess. Maybe if you had opened up to me [instead of expecting me to read your mind], because that's what 'best friends' do. The three of us wouldn't be in this mess.

Maybe if I hadn't kissed him. The three of us wouldn't be in this mess.

I'm sorry your feelings got hurt. [Mine did, too.] I'm sorry the status of your relationship was unclear at the time. I'm sorry I'm not the reason you guys broke up. [Wouldn't that be the easiest explanation? To blame me?] I'm sorry about the misunderstandings that seemed to pile higher by the minute.

But I'm not sorry for what I [we] felt, I will not apologize for my feelings. They were not wrong to feel, they were just wrongly acted upon.

My friend wrote a fic and he asked me to post it. So I did. It's awesome. Go read it in my writing journal thnks_frthmmrs! It's called Take This To Your Grave and it's Frank/Gerard.

Most likely will be x-posted later.

So the My Chemical Romance concert last night was nothing short of AMAZING. I lost all feeling in my feet and face, I didn't pee, eat or drink from 2pm til after 11 pm, and I stood in the snow and wind for 3 hours. Now ask me if I would do it all again? MOST DEFINITELY.

My friend Chris, and I were about 9 rows of people back from the stage. We kept moving closer during the night because people were getting tired and leaving. We had a perfect view, the engery and love MCR put into their performance was everything I hoped and dreamed, and then some. Chris actually made a list of slashy/gay/sexual things Gerard did throughout the set. His list:

1. Gerard russled Frank's hair.
2. Gerard rubbed Mikey's chest after pulling Mikey's shirt down.
3. Gerard rubbed his crotch a few times.
4. Gerard put the mic stand on his crotch and held it out like it was his own dick.
5. Gerard was eye level with Frank's crotch [a few inches away] and just stared at it for about 3 seconds.
6. Gerard took a bottle of water, took a huge swig of it, and let it spill out of his mouth all over his crotch.
7. Gerard shoved Mikey and Mikey turned around and looked at him like 'I'm telling mom' and Gerard gave him a coy smile.

Not to mention his gay gestures, his lisp and his love for dancing with pink feathery boas. Yeah, definitely not flaming.

As many of you know/read they played the entire album The Black Parade, and after being 'The Black Parade', the wrapped up that part of the set so "that other band can come on stage *insert limp wrist here*". They played about 6 songs off of Revenge, it was an awesome way for them to end their set. The crowd went CRAZY!

Alrighty, enough rambling about MCR, we all know they're all kinds of awesome. So if your MCR show is coming up be super excited and if you've already been to their show you know where I'm coming from! Oh- and if you don't have tickets, I highly suggest you invest in some...right now!

Thank fucking God that the MCR concert is tomorrow night! I am SO excited, I've been waiting for this for a really, really long time. I need to get out of 'here' and away from my normal group of friend's because they're all driving me fucking insane.